In my 20-es I didn’t remind myself much about it, because I was busy with things, I suppose. Nowadays I think about that experience rather regurlarly, trying to figure, if it was a kind of spiritual experience like some of the people get and talk about. What prompted me to those memories again is this: http://www.poetry-chaikhana.com/blog/category/ivans-story/ But let me tell you how I felt one Summer afternoon.